Hello punching bag, me miss you :')

Maka bermulalah... 

Hidup baru, buku baru and semangat baru. Selamat menyambut Awal Muharam gaisee. Myself memohon ampun zahir dan batin to all people :’)

My bad. My bad for not updating my blog. I miss blogging. I really do. Lots of things to be told.

Alhamdulillah still dapat hidup untill now but a lot of problem that I have to face L

I masih sayangkan si dia. I told tasha hopefully I can loss my memory after this, excident ke then boleh loss memory and tak kenal siapa pun except my mum and dad andddd my lil sister. I said that I want to forget him ASAP, almost 4months we break up but I still love him so badly and missing him. Stupid much, haha. Demi Allah I sayang dia and rindu dia, tak sanggup nak tengok dia dengan someone else. If dia dah ada gf I will kill myself I guess, no kidding. Haha. Tasha selalu cakap yang I sangat sangat sangatttt bodoh sebab tak boleh lawan perasaan I, she told me if dia betul betul sayangkan I macamana I sayangkan dia, he will never leave me and biarkan I nangis macam orang gila dekat tanjung rambutan tu. Haha, tasha tasha J Tasha also said, sampai mati pon dia takan accept kau, SAMPAI MATI. Damn, be carefull w your words tasha, sedih do. Haha. Tadi pun faa marah sebab still ingat and sayang dia tu, guys I tak tahu macamana nak handle semua ni. Oh ya Allah I need guide from you, like seriously L kawan kawan selalu marah tapi ntahla, kalau dah sayang nak buat macamana kan? Bak kata biey, tak salah perigi mencari timba tapi kalau timba tu dah tak nak takkan kita still nak merayu? No doubt laa :’) Dia tak pernah ambil kisah and tak pernah nak sayang why I lah still sayangkan dia? Kang dituduh buat drama lagi. Haha, only Allah knows how much I love you and I selalu doa yang I akan lupakan you and boleh accept someone else dalam hidup I tapi ntahla :’) I hope oneday Allah makbulkan doa I, insyallah. Terima kasih untuk segalanya

Akan berusaha steal my free time untuk update more.

bye byess.

Ya Allah tolong makbulkan doa saya.

This is what happen when I THINK TOO MUCH

SEKALI NI SAJA !