Maka bermulalah...
Hidup baru, buku baru
and semangat baru. Selamat menyambut Awal Muharam gaisee. Myself memohon ampun
zahir dan batin to all people :’)
My bad. My bad for
not updating my blog. I miss blogging. I really do. Lots of things to be told.
Alhamdulillah still
dapat hidup untill now but a lot of problem that I have to face L
I masih sayangkan si
dia. I told tasha hopefully I can loss my memory after this, excident ke then
boleh loss memory and tak kenal siapa pun except my mum and dad andddd my lil
sister. I said that I want to forget him ASAP, almost 4months we break up but I
still love him so badly and missing him. Stupid much, haha. Demi Allah I sayang
dia and rindu dia, tak sanggup nak tengok dia dengan someone else. If dia dah
ada gf I will kill myself I guess, no kidding. Haha. Tasha selalu cakap
yang I sangat sangat sangatttt bodoh sebab tak boleh lawan perasaan I, she told
me if dia betul betul sayangkan I macamana I sayangkan dia, he will never leave
me and biarkan I nangis macam orang gila dekat tanjung rambutan tu. Haha, tasha
tasha J Tasha also said,
sampai mati pon dia takan accept kau, SAMPAI MATI. Damn, be carefull w your
words tasha, sedih do. Haha. Tadi pun faa marah sebab still ingat and sayang
dia tu, guys I tak tahu macamana nak handle semua ni. Oh ya Allah I need guide
from you, like seriously L kawan kawan selalu
marah tapi ntahla, kalau dah sayang nak buat macamana kan? Bak kata biey, tak
salah perigi mencari timba tapi kalau timba tu dah tak nak takkan kita still
nak merayu? No doubt laa :’) Dia tak pernah ambil kisah and tak pernah nak
sayang why I lah still sayangkan dia? Kang dituduh buat drama lagi. Haha, only
Allah knows how much I love you and I selalu doa yang I akan lupakan you and
boleh accept someone else dalam hidup I tapi ntahla :’) I hope oneday Allah
makbulkan doa I, insyallah. Terima kasih untuk segalanya
Akan berusaha steal
my free time untuk update more.
bye byess.
Ya
Allah tolong makbulkan doa saya.
This
is what happen when I THINK TOO MUCH
SEKALI
NI SAJA !